in the mind of ayejay

i don’t care how many hours i have to work

baby i will make that ours.

i promise we can start our life soon

modern warfare 2 is most definately the best game ever made :]

shit things are really starting to change

and baby its for theknowt im moving out and im pumped

im living the dream (even if i have to struggle for the first few months)

this is it im ready

i love you

you know we can make it

&& watch them throw it up all over you

im done of the games you play and this sad excuse of love

im pretty sure that you have pushed me as far as i can go im not dealing with you anymore no longer will you play mind games with me and break me down with your words

everyday that passes you break me down

why do you do this????

forget im over it

sometimes i have the weirdest dreams

and they kinda leave me feeling like wtf????

i don’t have many friends eanymore

and for some reason im okay with that